It's late.
Gotta digest this one by Cobb.
( Baldilocks tracks back to it, so I do the same for her)
I have much to do outside of cyberspace.
Much respect to Cobb. Much respect. I'm not feelin' it though.
You see, "Black conservatives" as well as "white conservatives" say that instead of looking up to Jesse Jackson, et. al., other role models should be followed: Larry Elder, Thomas Sowell, Clarence Thomas, etc.
Actually, I'd rather, and do, look up to my mother, my aunts, my cousins, and a few of my friends. I take bits and pieces and build on their strengths. Anyway...
If I'm told to look at American Express CEO Kenneth Chenault as an example, why should I not include Earl Graves, Sr.? Both, to me, are impressive people.
If you take a good look, Graves is in more control of things than is Ken Chenault. Or, at least that's how I look at it. Both control companies, but Graves owns his. Chenault, is "just" the steward. You feel me? It's not a slam, though.
Right is right. Wrong is wrong.
If you point out when people do wrong and then take the time to point out when people do "right" when they agree with you on a certain topic, then be consistent in pointing out when they do right, in general. So, hence my points about Mfume.
And let's be real. What I do, in part, is in no way different from many of the columns that Larry Elder does, when he points out the inconsistancies of "Black leaders" and/or the "left".
I've spent the past 18 years trying to build up the self-image, self-reliance, drive, and confidence of my daughter. I just spent the last 20 minutes trying to pump her up over a rough patch of her first semester in college. It's cool, and rewarding to me, that she's exploring ways to help herself out after getting a little down.
Yeah. We get knocked down. But we g.t.f. up and battle again.
Yeah, let me brag a little more...
She was in the 10th grade, encouraging others in her class to do well. She was in the 11th grade, doing the same, even for the 12th graders. She was in the 12 grade, still encouraging others in her class, and below, to do their best.
EVEN THOSE IN COLLEGE WHO SHE KEPT IN TOUCH.
It's about self image.
And I don't do it out of some liberal self-image blather, I do it because of what I've seen growing up and learning that the people who pumped me up, helped me when people, of all races, tried to knock me down.
<Flashback>
Self image.
I quickly noticed in the 5th and 6th grades, that those who slammed me for trying to do well in school, were those who weren't doing well. They had more issues with themselves than with me. They didn't view themselves as being "good enough."
That's how I looked at it then. I ignored them. In Jr. High, I was put into the "fast track". Everyone in that class tried to do our best. Meanwhile, others in the "regular track" tried to get into our track.
I attended a college prep high school. I was in the "advanced college prep" track, the "A Course". I had friends in the "college prep" track, the "B Course".
The teachers pumped both tracks up.
"Those of you in the A Course will be the leaders of industry, thought, and innovation." Meanwhile the same teachers were telling the B Course, "Look. Most of the A Course are way over their heads. They will get low grades and get into lower level schools. On the other hand, you will get the good grades, get into the top schools, and are still well prepared. You will be the bosses of the A course!"
There was also a vocational-technical track, the "T Course."
I witnessed as teachers said that they just want them to finish high school, with a trade, because that's all they can do. I witnessed as some of them appeared to settle for the lower ring instead of going for the ring hanging off of the stars.
You can't tell me that low expectations had nothing to do with that! And if anyone says I'm biting G. W. Bush, Imma pimp smack you to the womb because "Black leaders" and Blacks of all stripes have been complaining about low expectations for years. Anyway...
Self image.
I tutored in D.C. for a bit. I tutored one on one for kids I knew. It disturbed and continues to disturb me that kids place limitations on themselves because people around them put limitations on them.
"You from the hood and gonna stay here in the hood. That's just how it be."
Bull.
</Flashback>
So, here we have "Black conservatives" who are saying they are positive about Blacks. They are saying that all Blacks can achieve if they follow the basic rules and don't let racism get them down. (I've heard that from "Black liberals" too, but never mind that for now).
But yet some of the more damning self-images of Blacks comes from "Black conservatives" themselves!
I've listened to Jesse Lee Peterson's 'net show. I had to stop because it raised my pressure and at the same time, left me wanting to shoot myself just because I'm Black!
I've listened to Ken Hamblin. Lawd... That's a Black man who said it's right for companies to ignore Black media, no matter what the demographics, because Blacks are undesirable clientile. OK, tell that to the cruise line Tom Joyner uses for his cruise. Tell that to the travel agencies and island businesses that made bucoup money off of Sinbad's old school parties. Or tell that to New Orleans who makes money, during the summer(!), off of the Essence Festival!
I mean, for goodness sake! How can Black conservatives, on one hand, point to the growth of the Black middle class, then on the other hand, say that Blacks aren't achieving?
Or that most Blacks are lock step behind "Black leaders" all of the time, yet it's also pointed out that Blacks diverge from "Black leaders" when it comes to vouchers or homosexual marriage?
And somehow what's being said from "the right" is better than those on "the left" giving the image of all Blacks being poor and down?
For the likes of me, I can't see how!
Really.
From Cobb:
But I believe that even when we say what we are all about and try to exemplify, we're never going to win the images battle. Nevertheless, we have the reality of individuality and truth on our side. That's good enough for me.
I'm in this for the image battle. I have a young relative that I have to help look out for. I have kids of friends and godchildren I have to help look out for.
If the image is rotten and coming from "Black liberals" or if the image is rotten and coming from "Black conservative" or if the image is rotten and coming from whites, or if the image is rotten and coming from rappers, ... I'm going to do my best to fight it with facts and positive imagery.
That's behind my "jabs in the ribs" of Cobb and others.
Cobb, in a previous incarnation, you called me a vanguard of Blacks of sorts. Well, I guess it can fit.
Damn.
I gotta go to sleep.
More later.....
I'm not done.
Nope.
Not. One. Bit.
Done with respect.
Bohm described how we could look at our self–image as being made up of three completely different representations — Me, Myself and I.
“Me” might be the image created by the first brain; “Myself ” the resonate representation of the limbic or emotional brain, and “I” a representation of self generated by the third brain.
All three are images, however. If you penetrate to the core of the great traditions you always find this differentiation.
There lawfully appears in all humans a sense of “I”, a sense of singularity, but that is still an image. There is a possibility of moving beyond the image to what may be called Real I. This is a perception of participation and relationship that is not an independent “I”, but an “I” that is completely integrated in and through everything. To consciously go beyond the images created by our triune brain presents extraordinary challenges.
We each have imbedded in the neural matrix of our first and second brains a hard–wired imperative to accept and respond to the created images as if they were real and whole. Hundreds of millions of years underpin these physical and social survival patterns. Clearly the first and second brains cannot question themselves. The third brain has that capacity, if it applies reasoning, logical analysis, comparison etc.The awareness that it is an image and not reality is however, a very tenuous state and one that we can drop quickly, especially when highly evocative images are presented by the first or second brain. (For instance, when we get a disturbing phone call or are cut off on a highway while driving 70 miles an hour.) In such instances the immediacy of the image as being real is both appropriate (in survival terms) and potent.
Because of the way in which our first and second brains function we are equally vulnerable to the facial expression or tone of voice of the boss, and to mistaking a tree root for a snake. A moment later, when the brain has processed additional data the image is perceived as non-threatening. We may feel foolish but our heart and breathing rate, muscle tension, and circulation of adrenalin betray that our first and second brain are continuing to react to the imaged threat.
As difficult as it is to sustain our impartiality to first and second brain images it is more difficult yet with regard to third brain images. The Sense of I naturally created by the neural imaging of the third brain brings a potent sense of singularity that is both real and imaginary: real because of our physical and subjective feelings that we are a separate individual; imaginary in that this image artificially separates us from everything. It also creates a subjective “specialness” that is the germ of a false and intrinsically malevolent egoism.
It is this false I that creates monsters like Idi Amin, Pol Pot, and Hitler, as well as to abusive parents and arrogant corporate CEOs.
In our time the challenge has been made considerably greater because of the extraordinary and positive insights of modern science and the unparalleled negative impact of technology. There is overwhelming evidence that shows that the third brain’s use of technological power (radio, TV, computer) has confused and greatly diminished the attention needed to go beyond our absorption in the image to the true “I.” It has fractured our personal relationships and community life, and now seriously threatens the continuity of life. The origin of this gross imbalance is not out there in the outside world. It is inside, in the images created by the third brain of each of us.
All of that represents a great obstacle in
discovering what may lie beyond the image—the Real I. We must go beyond the limited images of the three brains for this is the key to achieving development of a real and objective self-awareness.
In the automatized state of consciousness typifying 99%+ of Americans, images matter a very great deal and control of images is control of the associative responses and potentials of that large herd of people.
A person who is awake and in possession of an objectively valid self-image is unaffected by media images, or, by unconscious associations driven by media images and implanted in the automatized minds and behaviours of other people.
The question of whether an image is good or bad boils down to a single measure of utility. Is the image DEVELOPMENTALLY useful? From the perspective of objective self-awareness and objective culture, the only concept of objective good that has any meaning for man, is related to
DEVELOPMENT.
This means that developmental utility can be the only way of valuing something as good or bad for someone who is involved in work on achieving an objectively valid understanding of himself (image), meaning that something is "good" to the
degree it will create movement and development, and bad to the degree it will keep you on the spot.
But development is not possible without a certain kind of suffering, or "sacrifice". This means that the idea of what is good and bad for someone involved in WORK, will be THE OPPOSITE of what is the popular opinion, where "pain"
is considered "bad" and "pleasure" is considered "good".
This means that in order to do WORK on yourself and develop, you need to begin viewing pain and suffering as a resource, while "pleasure" or "feeling good" is considered a grave danger, which is only needed in minimum amounts in order
not to end up in a lunatic asylum.
On the ROAD, suffering, sacrifice and pain will have to become your best friends in order to achieve anything real.
The realization of this seems to me as what makes "The Work" unique compared to other "development-systems".
How can this suffering, and this pain, be endured.....?
Posted by: cnulan at November 30, 2004 03:31 PM